Rilkean Heart Reader

威廉姆斯一题的微妙处

February 19, 2026

from grindingoinground

华莱士·史蒂文斯

你给予我奇异的勇气，古老的恒星： 独自闪耀吧，在你不曾舍身投入的那日出中！

独自闪耀，赤裸地闪耀，古铜般闪耀，既不映出我的面庞又不映出我的一切内在，火焰般闪耀，映出空白。

不要舍身于令其光芒渗透你的任何人性。不要成为清晨的奇美拉，半人，半星。不要成为一种智力，像一位寡妇的鸟儿或一匹老马。

Nuances of a Theme by Williams

Wallace Stevens

It’s a strange courage you give me, ancient star: Shine alone in the sunrise toward which you lend no part!

I Shine alone, shine nakedly, shine like bronze, that reflects neither my face nor any inner part of my being, shine like fire, that mirrors nothing.

II Lend no part to any humanity that suffuses you in its own light. Be not chimera of morning, Half-man, half-star. Be not an intelligence, Like a widow’s bird Or an old horse.

天堂大门的蠕虫

February 19, 2026

from grindingoinground

华莱士·史蒂文斯

陵墓外，我们领着巴德罗巴朵尔，在我们的腹中，我们是她的战车。这边一只眼。然后这边，一根一根那只眼的睫毛和它的白色盖子。这边是盖子下降的脸颊，然后，一根一根手指，这，手，那脸颊的天才。这边一对唇，一捆躯体和脚。 . . . . . . . . . . .  我们领着巴德罗巴朵尔到陵墓外。

The Worms at Heaven's Gate

Wallace Stevens

Out of the tomb, we bring Badroulbadour,   Within our bellies, we her chariot.  Here is an eye. And here are, one by one,  The lashes of that eye and its white lid.  Here is the cheek on which that lid declined,  And, finger after finger, here, the hand,  The genius of that cheek. Here are the lips,  The bundle of the body and the feet.  . . . . . . . . . . .  Out of the tomb we bring Badroulbadour.

Rock/Metal女神降臨（cover版）

February 18, 2026

from grOove

Vo: Saki Rose https://youtu.be/-Sh99TQuroY Gu: kinoko (? https://youtu.be/HAdMq4ay2hk Ba: Julia https://youtu.be/bXDgjxzjhzM Dr: Diana https://youtu.be/YqLLticW-E0 Hurdy-gurdy: Michalina https://youtu.be/kpnoww77KQ4

DIR EN GREY / Kaishun (懐春) -Full Band Cover- 歌ってみた・弾いてみた

Vo: Saki Rose

1999 Secret Object(聖飢魔Ⅱ) 弾いてみた 10歳ギター練習中

Gu: kinoko (?

Deftones – Change (In the House of Flies) (Bass Cover)

Ba: Julia

transcription

https://www.patreon.com/posts/deftones-change-151035020

Toe – Goodbye (Drum Cover)

Dr: Diana

Massive Attack – TEARDROP (hurdy-gurdy cover)

Michalina Malisz

关于天堂被视作坟墓

February 13, 2026

from grindingoinground

华莱士·史蒂文斯

您会说什么，演绎者们，关于人这些身处天堂的墓中却行走夜间，在我们的旧喜剧中变暗的鬼魂？他们是否以为自己正漫游在阵阵寒冷中，高悬着灯笼照亮路途，属于死亡的自由人们，几乎，依然几乎就要找到他们所寻找的任何？还是说那场葬礼，每日支起门扉和通向虚无的灵性之旅，每夜预知那深渊的一夜，当主持人不该再走神，也不该有光从不摇曳的灯笼中悄悄流向黑暗？在黑暗喜剧演员之间构造色彩，从最远的距离对他们吼呵噜而回应来自他们冰冻的艾丽榭。

Of Heaven Considered as a Tomb

Wallace Stevens

What word have you, interpreters, of men Who in the tomb of heaven walk by night, The darkened ghosts of our old comedy? Do they believe they range the gusty cold, With lanterns borne aloft to light the way, Freemen of death, about and still about To find whatever it is they seek? Or does That burial, pillared up each day as porte And spiritous passage into nothingness, Foretell each night the one abysmal night, When the host shall no more wander, nor the light Of the steadfast lanterns creep across the dark? Make hue among the dark comedians, Halloo them in the topmost distances For answer from their icy Elysée.

Happy VIPERtine's Day🌹

February 13, 2026

from osmium

https://www.linkbouquet.com/?b=lilium-purpurea-6579

祝天下有情人終成同一樂隊雙結他手💖💖💖

#diekao

两只梨的研究

February 12, 2026

from grindingoinground

华莱士·史蒂文斯

一部教科小品。梨不是古提琴、裸体或瓶子。它们不与其它事物相像。

它们是黄色形体由曲线构成近底部鼓起。它们沾了红色。

III

它们不是平面有着弯曲轮廓。它们浑圆近顶端更纤细。

在它们的捏造方式中有点点蓝。一片硬干的叶子垂在梗上。

黄色闪烁着。闪烁着各色的黄，枸橼、柑橘和绿色在表皮上繁华。

梨的阴影是绿布上的团块。梨并不被观看随着观看者的意志。

Study of Two Pears

Wallace Stevens

I Opusculum paedagogum. The pears are not viols, nudes or bottles. They resemble nothing else.

II They are yellow forms Composed of curves Bulging toward the base. They are touched red.

III They are not flat surfaces Having curved outlines. They are round tapering toward the top.

IV In the way they are modelled There are bits of blue. A hard dry leaf hangs From the stem.

V The yellow glistens. It glistens with various yellows, Citrons, oranges andn greens Flowering over the skin.

VI The shadows of the pears Are blobs on the green cloth. The pears are not seen As the observer wills.

十点钟的幻灭

February 11, 2026

from grindingoinground

华莱士·史蒂文斯

房屋被白夜袍占据。无一是绿色的，或紫配绿环的，或绿配黄环的，或黄配蓝环的。无一奇特，配蕾丝袜子和缀珠束带。人们不会梦狒狒和长春花色。只是，这里那里，一名老船员，穿靴子喝醉并睡着，在红色气象中捉着老虎。

Disillusionment of Ten O’Clock

Wallace Stevens

The houses are haunted By white night-gowns. None are green, Or purple with green rings, Or green with yellow rings, Or yellow with blue rings. None of them are strange, With socks of lace And beaded ceintures. People are not going To dream of baboons and periwinkles. Only, here and there, an old sailor, Drunk and asleep in his boots, Catches tigers In red weather.

February 7, 2026

from uhpc

SHREDrubary [Feb '26]

February 1, 2026

from osmium

#log

TOOL – Schism（師傅這個好像不是結他吧） https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/tool-schism-bass-tab-s6700

downy – 左の種 https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/downy-tab-s3273124

SUGIZO part (Vln.)

Die part (Gt.)

[Tab / Guitar Cover] DIR EN GREY / 空谷の跫音 (Kukoku no kyouon) https://youtu.be/QC2a1Nu8gwc

Warpaint – Lissie's Heart Murmur

ミラーボールが欲しくなる曲No.1 宇宙の詩 / LUNA SEA 【解体新書】Full Guitar Cover with Tab SUGIZO Part【Tuning:½ step down】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wUKuL-X6Ow

Metallica – Seek & Destroy

Chinese Football – 世界悲 (World Cup Fantasy) https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/chinese-football-6-world-cup-fantasy-tab-s2394363

悪夢の叫び / 聖飢魔II

AC/DC – Thunderstruck

L's Theme https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/death-note-ls-theme-tab-s29459

Light's Theme https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/death-note-lights-theme-tab-s33003

孤独 Kodoku https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/death-note-kodoku-tab-s33005

共鳴 Kyoumei https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/death-note-kyomei-tab-s1484307t0

黒いライト Kuroi Light https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/death-note-kuroi-light-tab-s33004

[Tab / Guitar Cover] Dir en grey / 蒼い月 (Aoi Tsuki) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5a9n5ElCmgs

[Tab / Guitar Cover] DIR EN GREY / THE BLOSSOMING BEELZEBUB https://youtu.be/_2YnKKPeVnM

Deftones – Passenger https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/deftones-passenger-tab-s23065

Snail Mail – Pristine https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/snail-mail-pristine-tab-s670676

Snail Mail – Speaking Terms https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/snail-mail-speaking-terms-tab-s891613

Jeff Buckley – Opened Once https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/jeff-buckley-opened-once-tab-s39134

The Cure – Fascination Street https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/cure-fascination-street-bass-tab-s61783

The Cure – Other Voices https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/cure-other-voices-bass-tab-s32751

2026.01.24 OGRE YOU ASSHOLE

January 24, 2026

from osmium

#live

01. ロープ　
02. タニシ　
03. なくした　
04. これから　
05. 夜の船　
06. また明日　
07. 偶然生まれたら 
08. 待ち時間 
09. 家の外 
10. 朝　
11. 見えないルール
12. 動物的／人間的
~en~
13. ワイパー

歌單參考：https://www.threads.com/@fakeac_ballball/post/DT5WVWcE8R6

Words

January 23, 2026

from sic itur ad astra

Speeches Discourses Whatever you'd like to call Are much less liberating than they sound (aren't they all)

Replace with synonyms to avoid repetition Comprehensive paragraphs and meaningful diction Always searching for the right expression Checking the format of each citation Preoccupied with a wrong pronunciation

And yes I have attended that kind of training By and large very draining Only thing I recall was the struggle remaining

...As if the lack of rhyme is an unforgivable crime

Even my questions are voiced out I am still in doubt Or is it insecurity? Possibly — But more precisely — Draft and rewrite until your inner monologues start with “we” Repeating ourselves for eternity

Took a long long way to finally get somewhere — or Anywhere (And I have been intrigued, confused, humiliated, and terrified to this day) In hope that I would never expose my disguise The fake persona and dramatic tone I wish to hide That anyone familiar with the public examination would immediately recognize Ever since have I been mortified

Am I too self-aware or insensitive? Should I pretend to exist in a different continuum? Can I finally get the shame out of my system?

Go back in time and back to the future As I approach my own midlife crisis Or should I say — Wait until you reach the age of Prufrock Those are poetry, words of honesty, instead of bollocks

Must I swallow it all and praise the aftertaste boiling in my throat

January 20, 2026

from It's a perfect day for kiss and swell

baby TQKM

Step by step tutorial: https://ncstatic.clewm.net/rsrc/2024/0905/11/cb262f8d09da8c9668cdf279cbb860b4.pdf

Amateur: A True Story About What Makes a Man

January 20, 2026

from 有希吃书笔记

#还活着 #queerwriter 推荐程度：★★★★★ 阅读难度：★☆☆☆☆

挺短的一段纪实写作，只有200页。作者Thomas McBee是个年轻的跨男，之前著有跨男文学Man Alive: A True Story of Violence, Forgiveness and Becoming a Man，也是一本短小的自传。写作本书的时候在打记者的工，某一天突发奇想说要不我去打职业拳击赛吧。然后就去打了。这本书角度清奇就在于作者跑去干了一个表面上看起来很self-destructive的事情，大家都不理解，动机讲出来听上去也很奇怪。他说他transition之后男的就老想和他打架，他就想知道为什么男的老是想互相打架。而拳击场是一个大家可以合理合法打架的地方。作者去训练了之后就感受到了一些咋说大家以前没有考虑过的masculinity的侧面。比方说一般来讲男的都是6 feet apart because we're not gay，但是拳击场是一个大家都不吝于用身体接触来表达友好的地方，因为职业打架可以说是一个男的能表现他的masculinity最极端的方式了，因此大家都不需要用拒绝身体接触的方式来避免被说gay里gay气。因为读过中产白女男扮女装实录（太鸡巴厌女了妹读完了），再来读这个感觉体验确实不一样。Pass as man 和 live as a man真不是一回事，跨男自己作为男性要contend with masculinity，所考虑的事情和从外部观望看到的masculinity真的不是一回事。这本的作者也很有洞察力，建议对于男性气质的讨论有兴趣的旁友不管你是男是女都来看看。