Rilkean Heart

Hitherto

The lips the heart / The heart the soul / illuminated

all-flowers Jeff Liz
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from Kunst der Fuge

無法更滿意。這首樂章的地位想必不用多說。起初使我深刻的是僅僅是小提琴獨奏卻能二重奏甚至有一支樂隊的效果,意境深邃,樂理結構充滿數理的嚴謹慎密,感情有如宗教和哲學般直指人心、撼動靈魂。單純冠以好不好聽的評價無疑是低估了它的偉大、神聖和超越性。

再談這個版本。如果說演奏中沒有出現過技術上的差錯叫flawless,那Hilary Hahn這個版本在我心中從感情到技術都是perfect。沒有一點點紊亂地、忠實地還原了巴赫的初衷。開首就把那段極具挑戰性的多重和弦拉得飽滿而細膩,音色圓潤厚實,節奏不急不緩,在有那麼多橫跨四條弦的音符仍能保持從弓尾到弓尖一樣有力,充分顯示了她的功力深厚。少許具個人特色的演繹也是恰到好處,基調深沉卻不刻意煽情,不同部分之間的過渡流暢自然同時也不忘營造對比。尤其喜歡9分那裡,感情如急泉噴湧而出後的安詳寧靜一一像是映照著作曲者一生的苦難、掙扎、又像是睿智的長者對人生有了充分的感悟,一個虔誠的信徒在死亡將至時看見天堂溫暖的曙光。

另一個很喜歡的位置在13:30,好幾次在外面聽得熱淚盈眶。彷彿前面一層一層、無處安放的迴迂感情累積起來,終在這裡尋到了它的出口和答案,美麗得使人為之屏息。聽前面的部分心情隨著樂章跌宕起伏、為之動容,而後面就像被洗滌過一樣平靜,最後結局與開首互相呼應,悠長而完滿地收結,言有盡而意無窮。

總之是我在希望在喪禮上播的歌#1。

2016.06.27

 
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撕開包裝,固定在兩端 握著畫筆從隨意角落開始 指尖發力 緩緩拖過去 一邊旋轉手上的素胚 材料方面需要你發揮創意 粉紅葡萄酒或西柚紅茶 多餘的閃粉記得灑進海裡 適當地加水 注意不要攪拌漸變的位置 這些位置可以用玫瑰花瓣點綴


 
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一直想為這在我心中留下無法磨滅的傷的神作,和我稱為本命cp的月L寫些什麼,儘管也只是看了許多分析後拾人牙慧的陳腔濫調。不過還是希望能找到跟我一樣到現在還念念不忘的人。

前幾天一時衝動跑去複習了死亡筆記第二部。當年L死了以後就喪失看下去的動力了,確實也有人說他死了以後就沒那麼好看了,夜神月智商下降了,不過心中惦記著一直都想補回來。雖然早就知道結局感受還是複雜得一言難盡。沒有那麼好看,也許指的是沒有與L對決那雙方精神緊繃到極限一觸即發的緊張感。我卻會想,這種“不精彩”也許是刻意的,比如說作為他失敗的伏筆。和L對決時不知鹿死誰手,兩人平分秋色;L死後他表面上像是贏了,能夠為所欲為。但世界已經從核心——也就是他最初的信念開始崩壞,他不再為正義制裁,變得無所顧忌,也墮落成不擇手段殺人狂魔。他創造的世界,儘管表面上和平卻是恐懼之下的偽裝,那麼腐朽和死氣沉沉,這樣的世界注定要失敗。這個轉變從op裡也能聽出來,第一季的是兩人的黑白對決,有種命運性的淒美壯烈,第二季是毀滅性的黑嗓,這是因為世界失去了秩序而他的下場打從一開始就是注定的。又或者從夜神月這個人本身來說,第一季裡他還保有一絲良知,甚至失憶時的白月是個正義感極強的人,但第二季他已經不需掙扎就能將親情友情愛情都毫不猶疑地捨棄。

最後的夜神月是可悲而可笑的,沒有預期的勝利,手上再無底牌,所有事都直指他是基拉的事實。他氣急敗壞之下幾乎展現了所有人性的醜惡,自私冷漠,暴戾無情,貪生怕死,歇斯底里地將責任一個勁地推到將他視為信仰的魅上身上。魅上口中的神此刻像是諷剌。因為打從一開始,他就不可能成為神,他不過是一個人類。這個神理所當然地在最後也沒有救贖自己。在第二種意義上這是多麼的人性化。

結局我只能說虐得毫無人性。基拉的死本應大快人心,但是我只感到悲涼。面對即使已經失敗也要拼命逃離的他,其他人也像是意識到什麼一樣,不再憤怒,而是喊他,月,焦急地追了出去。在橘紅夕陽注視下他捂住肩,血就那麼一直流,一直流,隨著他狼狽吃力的步伐在地上留下了觸目驚心的印記。迎面而來的是十七歲剛撿到筆記陷入苦思的自己,一個純粹乾淨的少年。他幾乎是心裡一驚的,然後意識到離那時的初衷是走遠了多少。他也許終於發現自己早就被徹底被筆記侵蝕了人性所有光輝的一面。再也不是那個眼神堅定富正義感的自己。他妄想用死亡筆記操控世界,卻渾然不覺地被這種力量操控,變得腐化。人又怎麼能駕馭神的力量呢。一直看起來愚蠢可笑的死神此刻冷漠得使人發寒。即使被玩弄調侃,他畢竟是個掌控生死的死神,往筆記上寫幾個字就能結束一個人的生命。甚至打從一開始他就是抱著打發時間,看好戲的心態玩弄世界。

扯遠了,最後夜神月癱倒在樓梯中靜待死亡,隔住一段距離他看到L的身影默默地俯視著他,正如他俯視在他懷裡逐漸闔上眼的L。他們始終是孤單的,儘管比誰都能理解對方,比誰都要相似,但又有著背道而馳的信念不得不站在對立面,同時兩人都將信念凌駕於別的一切。死亡筆記的音樂,不是震撼人心那種龐大的管弦樂和合唱團,便是簡單的結他或鋼琴獨奏,冰冷而孤獨。但兩人死的時候,都沒有音樂,只有震懾人心的死寂。

一切都結束了。

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Sep 2020

粉橙紅🍊 v3.0

Dec 2020

Violaine ☁️

Mar 2021

🌊 Sea, Swallow Me

Jan 2022

🐤 Milk & Kisses

Apr 2022

Rilkean Heart🍃

Oct 2022

Eyes are Mosaics⚡

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https://tv.seaswallow.me

Year Title
1970 Led Zeppelin – Live at the Royal Albert Hall
1973 Ladies and Gentlemen: The Rolling Stones
1986 SEIKIMA-II – THE GREAT BLACK MASS TOUR
1995 Jeff Buckley – Live in Frankfurt
1998 Portishead – Roseland NYC Live

Robert Smith 誕生祭 (16-21 Apr 2025)

D-5 SOALW Troxy London

D-4 In Orange 1986

D-3 Show 1992

D-2 Trilogy 2002

D-1 Curætion-25 + Anniversary

Timeline: /budd/the-cure

IV-XXI-MMXXV: /sweet-haze/hbd-robert-smith

Goods: /goods/cure-phone-case-and-sticker

 
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from 1/F Rm244 ⚗️

via My Sheet Music Transcriptions

Software: http://midisheetmusic.com


Lyrics

so I am longing for the breath of spring buds my spring buds

the cold winter wind is singing sullen melodies weeping for the warmth of you so softly

the vast winter tree is losing all the memories just standing in solitude so solemnly

in the dream I heard, I heard the bell ringing we were all set free from the long long sleep

flowers in bloom danced in breeze birds flew away into the blue sky so here I stay to pray

for all the memories of springtime

When the sun returns to its origin When the sky falls apart into nothing I will be standing here to ring the bell of spring

my spring

lost spring

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$ ls /sweet-haze/zine

$ ls /sweet-haze/lyrics-booklet

 
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from Sin-é

“Morning Theft”: ballad partly inspired by his relationship with Cocteau Twins singer Elizabeth Fraser

Time takes care of the wound So I can believe You had so much to give You thought I couldn't see Gifts for boot heels to crush Promises deceived I had to send it away To bring us back again

Your eyes and body brighten Silent waters, deep Your precious daughter in the Other room, asleep

A kiss “Goodnight” from every Stranger that I meet I had to send it away To bring us back again

Morning theft Unpretender left Ungrateful

True self is what Brought you here, to me A place where we can Accept this love

Friendship battered down by Useless history Unexamined failure

But what am I still to you Some thief who stole from you? Or, some fool drama queen Whose chances were few?

That brings us to who we need A place where we can save A heart that beats as Both siphon and reservoir

You're a woman, I'm a calf You're a window, I'm a knife We come together Making chance in the starlight

Meet me tomorrow night Or any day you want I have no right to wonder Just how, or when

You know the meaning fits There's no relief in this I miss my beautiful friend

I have to send it away To bring her back again


Intrepretation

🌻 “All Flowers” Terminology /budd/sweet-willow 🌻 “All Flowers” Timeline /budd/all-flowers-in-time 🌻 “All Flowers” Diary: /budd/sea-in-love-with-moon 🌻 “All Flowers” Diary: /sin-e/morning-theft

 
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Just like the ocean, always in love with the moon

11/29/93

Bloom inside, my beautiful flower If you feel your blood moving under your skin Then let it kiss every inch of you Let the friction of its rushing through your riverbed Arise like applause in your breast And sparkle like kisses upon your belly Close your eyes and fly Stretch your legs and sing Because inside you the sea is swelling in love with the moon No such things as self defense or bondage Or regret from the past, the ocean only lives and creates and flows But always in love with the moon

Speak out to me My beautiful sparrow In the morning you fly over a city Of lunatics walking in pain and waiting for betrayal All you know is the wind The rhythm of the fragrance of the world Only, you can sing me awake Sing it to me with the smell of your back Sing it to me with the heat of your lips Kiss me where you want and the song is all I can hear Inside you the sea is swelling over Spilling over my head And I stay submerged Waiting for your rose to open to me And your song to sink into my skin Jeff Buckley – His Own Voice (P.142)

Just like affection rushing in your riverbed
Arise like applause in my head

Just like the ocean, always in love with the moon
It's overflowing now, inside you
We fly right over the minds of so many in pain
We are the smile of light that brings the rain

(Opened Once)

Flower

Bloom inside, my beautiful flower

Jan 13, 1995 – Then Samantha saw Jeff, in his winter coat, with a flower in his lapel ... He wanted to see Liz Fraser in Twickenham.

Rose

Waiting for your rose to open to me

  • love and a thousandfold rose for Buckley (Milk & Kisses liner note)

Willow

Speak out to me My beautiful sparrow

Close your eyes and fly / Stretch your legs and sing

willow sparrow (=Spanish sparrow): often seen in flocks.

  • “when will you weep for me, sweet willow” (All Flowers In Time)
  • “But tonight you're on my mind so... sweet willow” (Lover, You Should've Come Over from Live at Chicago 1995) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLHcHWDvgfQ&t=129s
  • “Sing? I'd love to” (Flock of Soul)

Cockatoo Twins poster from Bojack Horseman


Morning

In the morning...sing me awake

  • “Morning theft / Unpretender left / Ungrateful” (Morning Theft)
  • “meet the sunrise through the window shining” (Flock of Soul)

Light

  • He had been to England for a week over the new year, to visit Elizabeth Fraser, the singer with Cocteau Twins, whose voice, he told me, stopped him in his tracks. “It sounds like light,” he said.
  • “Oooh, fall in light, fall in light, fall in light” (New Year's Prayer)
  • “Cover me in sublime light” (Flock of Soul)

There ain't a star born that brightens More than you, you always should have known, I'll illuminate your question, Long time ago I'd died and gone (Thousand Fold)

Twinlights: [Geography] Navesink Lighthouse Station... the reflection in the night sky could be seen from seventy miles at sea.

  • “Not long before the wisps of starlight” (Flock of Soul)
  • “We come together / Making chance in the starlight” (Morning Theft)
  • “And in the half-light where we both stand / This is the half-light, you see me as I am” (Opened Once)

Flood

Inside you the sea is swelling over Spilling over my head And I stay submerged

  • “Your eyes and body brighten / Silent waters, deep”, “A heart that beats as / Both siphon and reservoir” (Morning Theft)
  • Come feel the deep / It's love in a flood (Flock of Soul)
  • The lips, the heart / Feel the flooding / Feel the fire / The heart, the soul / Illuminated, illuminated (Treasure Hiding)

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Album: The Moon and the Melodies

🌻 “All Flowers” Terminology /budd/sweet-willow 🌻 “All Flowers” Timeline /budd/all-flowers-in-time 🌻 “All Flowers” Diary: /budd/sea-in-love-with-moon 🌻 “All Flowers” Diary: /sin-e/morning-theft

 
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from budd

Avant-garde singer and actress Rebecca Moore was Jeff's lover during the early 90s, and the inspiration for much of Grace. Her album Home Wreckordings includes the wistful Live in Blue Sparks: “all kinds miss Jeff....I'm not afraid, I walk with my little horned kids”. Stilletto'd Young Stars explores the pathos of love lost and the loneliness of art. “If the song was meant to be, it'll come again some day – like you.” https://web.archive.org/web/20230419220847/https://mojopin.org/pages/tribute_songs.php


Home Wreckordings 1997–1999 (2000), a layered dreamscape that was created in the two years following Buckley's untimely death in 1997. Wikipedia – Rebecca Moore

CD: https://violaine.xyz/s/tPwHJetZFXKfFWZ

  • Genre: Electronic, Jazz, Rock, Funk / Soul, Non-Music, Pop, Classical, Folk, World, & Country, Stage & Screen
  • Style: Art Rock, Avantgarde

From ebay listing (Left: Live in Blue Sparks)


🎵 Stiletto'd Young Stars

“He writes or so, it seems the poet relates elation beyond his dreams. Now you're gone...where songs are born, sent back to us each nite in the bellys of sweet fireflies.”

“Trumpets of your soul will sound even though you're in the ground.”

“Young life crosses young love / The knife wanders through me so slow, It cuts between us as we grow” (🎵 Sky Blue Skin)


🎵 Thaw

“There's no heaven I know but this one I've made inside my head.”

“Father stand right next to him my diamond eddie diamond jim. I will meet you in those fields again...”


🎵 Cartoonlust

“I need a shape I need to make this wrong decision Hey hello before I go you know I really missed you... Todays the day I try to be Mr Dead and Mrs Free”

http://web.archive.org/web/20030713214606/http://bluviolin.com/homewreckordings.html


🎵 Live In Blue Sparks

“all kinds miss Jeff....I'm not afraid, I walk with my little horned kids”


🎵 This/Past

“But I see the same thing — over and over and over. It's all in my head and so I — How can you know what you sacrificed...let it go x 4”

🎵 Somehow

“All I can see, you've shown to me and finally tells me something else. You had an ocean fill of stories”


🎵 Joy Will Come

“I go melting down standton street – to the suitcase hall of fame; Hey old flame – I still hear your name everyday, you're still outside that place you love to hide”

Moore's apartment, at the intersection of Stanton and Allen Streets, had all the trademarks of a typical downtown home https://www.tumblr.com/sweetdreamsjeff/727196079386509312

“I just had a talk with my Rebecca, the real one. That I know, not the one I left in pieces on 86 Stanton.”


🎵 Sister Marianne

“may music always be your fuel and may you shine the brightest jewel”

You are so full of yourself but I love you for your drag queen sort of ways...At his funeral cracking jokes into your cigarette ashes flew

where most control their whole idea of a scene and then call it a day

so all together jump and slide with the iridescent suicide

pretty bored days you better learn to fly on your own

“There's room for both of us to fly” / 🎵Gunshot Glitter

as a dolphin leaning on a pinball machine he's sweating out your gasoline reciting verses of our troubled days


Reviews

On this Moore retrospective we hear her fascinating, intimate experiments with strings and electronics backing her will-o-the-wisp voice, a disembodied, floating expresser in rhythm section-less arrangements. Recorded at home over a two-year period, this album is the personal level of material that can only arise from one's domicile and the simplified beauty of creativity on fire in a bare-bones studio. Moore plays all the instruments herself with a few guest musicians on two tracks, one of them Earth, Wind & Fire's “Fantasy.” The other track she calls for help on is another rendition; a convincing, nightmarish apotheosis of “Telegram Sam.” Recalling Björk's Homogenic, Home Wreckordings is a subtle and adventurous work of rare beauty. Allmusic – Home Wreckordings Review by Tom Schulte

https://nestor.minsk.by/mg/2001/17/mg11721.html

Google Translated By the way, I'm not one of those people who see genius in everything unconventional. And here's why. As soon as all the “progressive” teenagers heard that, say, RADIOHEAD or NINE INCH NAILS “is cool”, they started sweeping music that is generally very difficult to perceive, hard to “read”, very personal and simply not intended for the masses off the shelves of our (and not only) hero city, forcing themselves to listen to the non-commercial anguish of these representatives of modern rock (?), and in their souls remaining absolutely indifferent to what the musicians actually want to convey to them. And those few who are really ready to plunge into the abyss of Yorke and Reznor's morbid fantasy, seeing all this unhealthy excitement, will remain indifferent to POP. Because pop is when EVERYONE listens, not SOMEONE. And if so, then what did they fight for?.. But all this applies to the listeners. But if you think about the fact that the avant-garde can also be pop, then a completely different picture emerges, gentlemen. What is interesting here is what, one might say, opportunities open up, for example: you can pass off something tasteless, false and vulgar as a high flight of your own thought, explaining this and that simply by the world's unpreparedness for private genius and already classicality. What's that?! That's how they fool people. The reader will probably think that all these unflattering words to one degree or another apply to Ms. Rebecca Moore, and that this performer is a complete zero, but this would be a mistake. It's just time to set priorities in the situation with frankly non-commercial music. Otherwise, there will be a swamp. Rebecca Moore does what once brought the now actress Bjork to the ranks of “stars”, i.e., under the shadow of otherworldly, shamanic and inharmonious chants, giving out all her immeasurable creative potential. As I read somewhere, if Bjork were a pop singer, she would compete even with the classic representatives of pop music. But that would be too easy. Rebecca Moore, a person with a difficult fate, a subtle soul and rich in feelings, talks to listeners on her discs, or even just chats, or argues, or sings a lullaby, in general, communicates confidentially (but with some detachment). Music also serves as a style, sometimes absolutely incomprehensible, atypical and therefore harsh, with the absence of the already familiar to the ear “chorus-verse-chorus” and all other attributes of the mainstream. Maybe, unlike Bjork, Moore's work is more modern and rock, more, more acoustics, more “live” instruments and fewer sound tricks. Maybe even the latter's work is closer to the explorations of Sinead O'Connor than to Bjork. Who should I recommend this disc to? I don't know, I'm afraid to disappoint the convinced “over-the-gar-divas” and leave people with more traditional musical taste perplexed. I'll say the following (since it's also somehow inconvenient to evaluate such music): this is not something easy to remember and simple, this is not music at all in its usual sense. This is a confession of an individual. A monologue. How you understand it is your business. P.S. I really liked the song (?) “Sister Marianne”. But this does not mean at all that I understood this track. It’s just that it’s the most simple and unpretentious in the ordinary, average music lover’s understanding of the issue.


“Hey Rebecca...next time (you & I here). Paris sucks without you.”

Jeff Buckley Walking the Streets of Paris 1994 https://youtu.be/6df_wOqJfNA?t=441


https://www.tumblr.com/sweetdreamsjeff/727196079386509312/in-the-small-workspace-room-they-painted-a-poem

https://archive.org/details/cd_live-at-sin_jeff-buckley

 
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Ironically, the singer on one of the This Mortal Coil covers, “Song to the Siren,” was none other than the Cocteau Twins’ Elizabeth Fraser, with whom Jeff would later have a romantic relationship.

  • “I only met Jeff a few times. He was introduced to us when he was just a young teenager having come to one of our shows at the Zenith in Paris. We were all thrilled to meet him. It was especially poignant I am sure for Elizabeth and Robin who had recorded that beautifully sparse and atmospheric version of his father’s ‘Song to the Siren’ for This Mortal Coil a few years prior” — Simon Raymonde

1990

  • He was, by then, deep into British pop—not surprisingly, the sulkiest and most sensitive of it, bands like the Cocteau Twins, the Smiths, and the Cure.
  • By 1990, he had already been in touch with and spent time with Tim’s widow, Judy, and her twenty-seven-year-old son, Taylor, whom Tim had adopted. When Judy Buckley gave him tickets to a concert by the Cocteau Twins, Jeff told a friend he kissed Judy on the mouth—partly, he said, out of appreciation, and partly to feel exactly what Tim had seen in this woman.


1991

  • They’d been introduced when Cocteau Twins toured the US in 1991.

1992

August

What do you love about “Twelfth of Never”?

  • I cover the Nina Simone version. It’s just the way she does it. I can’t get into Elvis’s version; it doesn’t capture my imagination, though he had a beautiful voice. Every time I hear “Can’t Help Falling In Love,” I cry. I can’t separate Charles Manson from The Beatles or the Clam Bake movie from Elvis, though. But I love all music. I’m the Cocteau Twins’ biggest fan. They allow their deepest eccentricities to be the music itself, and not just something they want to project. Liz Fraser is one of the only originals. They’re just regular people too. I got to meet her once. She was very shy, which puts a weird curve on that music as well. Imagine that sound coming out of her mouth when she’s in the kitchen scrambling eggs. I lose my mind when I’m washing the dishes.

(This is that first press interview, conducted on August 12)


1993

May

  • He began to fill it with stacks of books and compact discs, the latter running the taste gamut from classic rock (the Allman Brothers, the Doors, Cat Stevens) to kitsch (Sammy Davis Jr., The Mighty Wurlitzer) to alternative rock (Cocteau Twins, Guided by Voices, Sebadoh) to nearly fifty qawwali discs.


Nov

  • “I’d love to sing with Jeff Buckley—Tim Buckley’s son. He is currently making his first album, and if it’s anything like a radio session I heard by him, it should be amazing. He’s written this song called ‘Grace’, which literally makes the hair on my neck stand on end. I was sweating like a fucking June bride when I first heard him. Music has never done that to me before.

https://cocteautwins.com/press-and-news/1993/11/01/elizabeth-fraser-vocal-her-nina-simone-melody-maker


1994

Mar 4

  • In March 1994, when we were on tour in the US promoting our new album Four-Calendar Cafe, Jeff came to see us play at Roxy in Atlanta. He invited us to come and see him play at the night set at Omage, a bar that was close by, so Elizabeth and I decided we would go . . . While she never spoke to me in any detail about her feelings, I knew that Elizabeth had cared deeply for Jeff as interviews with her since will testify. I can’t say for sure if this tragedy directly influenced her decision, but Elizabeth called me some time after and said that she couldn’t continue with the band any longer.

Excerpts about Jeff from Simon Raymonde's book https://reddit.com/gallery/1jjxrml

Mar 4 1994 Cocteau Twins at The Roxy, Atlanta, GA, USA
Four-Calendar Café Tour

94-03-04 	Omage Atlanta, Georgia, America 	Unverified

May 2

  • Talking of orgasms, did you and Liz Cocteau Twin ‘do’ it? Everyone thought you were an ‘item’ some months back. “Oh no. Oh no,” Jeff looks shocked. “We were just friends–very, very close friends. She’s such a good person, so sweet. Fucking her would be like fucking a sister–no, Liz and I were never bed buddies. That was all lies. “I am fucking Courtney, though,” he adds. “All those rumors are true, obviously.” Jeff is lying so much, his pants are on fire.

https://jeffbuckley.com/articles-and-interviews/orgasm-addict-by-caitlin-moran


May 29

  • I was in the room when they met. It was at the Cocteau Twins' aftershow at the Royal Festival Hall in London. The Cocteau's manager Raymond Coffer introduced them to each other, right in front of me. They were both so animated to meet each other, both grinning like school kids. — @ElectricLabel

It is claimed that Fraser spoke about her relationship with Buckley on Cocteau Twins 1995 EP Twinlights. In a 1996 interview with Alternative Press, she teased this notion and revealed that when she went on tour with Cocteau Twins in 1994, in support of their album Four-Calendar Café, she fell in love with a man. She wouldn’t name him, and this had led fans to believe him be Buckley. She admitted: “My love addiction was worse than ever. I was maniacal.” https://www.setlist.fm/setlist/cocteau-twins/1994/royal-festival-hall-london-england-3bd2e8a8.html


August 19

  • Jeff flew to London by himself, where he spent time with one of his musical heroes, the Cocteau Twins’ Elizabeth Fraser. In addition to carrying on a brief relationship, the two wrote and recorded an impassioned paean to romantic connection, “All Flowers in Time,” at a London studio. The band reconvened in Dublin in late August and began a month-long European tour. (David Browne)

  • Jeff flew into London by himself in advance of the band and went to visit Liz Fraser again. It was during this visit, I think, that they went into the Cocteau Twins’ studio in Richmond and recorded a song they’d written together. (Dave Lory)

94-08-16	Wetlands
New York, New York, America	
94-08-22	'Mark Radcliff Show', Oxford Rd Studios, BBC
Manchester, England

September 22

  • Q: Is it true that you are romantically involved with Elizabeth Fraser of the Cocteau Twins at the moment? A: No, but she's great. Her and Simon are the two of the most decent people I have ever met.

Jeff Buckley | ROCKRUSH (M6) Interview | Paris, France | 9/22/1994 https://youtu.be/UMxucWy41Rc?t=1043


Jeff Buckley performing The Way Young Lovers Do (Van Morrison), Kick Out The Jams (MC5), and reciting a poem of his called, New Years Eve Prayer. Recorded at Sin-é, in New York City, on 31 December 1994. /sin-e/ny-eve-poem


1995

January 13

  • Then Samantha saw Jeff, in his winter coat, with a flower in his lapel and carrying his ghetto blaster, looking like Paddington Bear, a lost creature from the other side of the world. “We got to our hotel and I said, ‘Do you want to eat, have a drink, or whatever?’” recalls Sam. “He said, ‘I’d really like to go and see a friend.’ I said, ‘Don’t do this to me. I’m supposed to keep you here.’ He said, ‘I’m not going to do anything outrageous. I just want to hang with a friend for the evening.’ He wanted to see Liz Fraser in Twickenham.

  • Just before this trip, he had been to England for a week over the new year, to visit Elizabeth Fraser, the singer with Cocteau Twins, whose voice, he told me, stopped him in his tracks. “It sounds like light,” he said. They’d met briefly a couple of times and had been talking on the phone since just before we first met. He’d gone to stay with her in Twickenham.

95-01-12	Columbia Records Radio Hour
New York, New York, America	
95-01-14	Tivoli
Dublin, Ireland	
95-01-15	Fleece and Firkin
Bristol, England	
95-01-16	Robert Elms Show, Greater London Radio
London, England	
95-01-16	?
London, England	
95-01-17	?
London, England	
95-01-18	The Astoria II
London, England

June 18

  • Michael Tighe: That was Iceblink Luck from the Cocteau Twins from HoLV
  • JB: And I'm glad that I get to play that one...I get to...we get to play a few others I brought in uh... Melvins (...) blah blah blah. By the way! I'm Jeff Buckley

MTV 120 Minutes June 18, 1995 [Guest Hosts – Jeff Buckley & Michael Tighe] 1080p https://youtu.be/WcqVvkDSRj8?t=551


September

  • “My love addiction was worse than ever. I was maniacal. Twinlights is about that man. My ‘last goodbye,’ as it were. I was too needy and he was too much of an avoidance person. Naturally.” (Twinlight EP)

1996

March

  • “A friend was kind of comforting me on the phone and they were just being so sweet, really. They had empathy for what I was going through, and they said, ‘I wish I could get the poison out of you. I wish I could just take it out of you and replace it with milk and kisses.’”

milk and kisses for the first man my old man love and a thousandfold rose for Buckley my Rilkean Hearted friend

(Milk & Kisses liner note dedication to Jeff)


1997

May

I have no desire to make contact with all the thought of “no, no”. I shiver now, to think of how this answer asked her, no. Long time gone. I run to my hide out. (Thousand Fold)

Known Performance

97-05-?? Sketches For My Sweetheart The Drunk Demos, Memphis, Tennessee, America

http://flowersintime.org/show.php?songid=155


I don’t know what happened there, but I knew later that they were lovers and saw that he went misty-eyed when he spoke about her. They’d been introduced when Cocteau Twins toured the US in 1991. In 1983, Liz and her fellow Cocteau Twin and partner, Robin Guthrie, had cut a cover of his dad’s beautiful, desolate “Song To The Siren” with This Mortal Coil, a version so arresting that Jeff would have no choice but to be attracted to it. She in turn had gone to check Jeff out, and remarked later that she had “sweated like a June bride” when she first heard him sing. She had separated from Guthrie by this time and was having an unhappy time in the band. “To meet Jeffrey was like being given a set of paints,” she said in a TV documentary. “I had all this color in my life again. I couldn’t help falling in love with him; he was adorable.” She noted that he had idolized her and she had fallen for the son of someone whose music she loved, and it felt a bit creepy. But they couldn’t help themselves. She also remarked that they had read each other’s diaries. I wonder now if he was writing about her then on that long drive.

“I just wish I'd been more of a friend,” she says, softly. “His career was everything to him, and I wish I had been more understanding – happy with a different kind of relationship. I missed out on something there, and it was my fault.”


Reference 1. Dream Brother: The Lives and Music of Jeff and Tim Buckley 2. Jeff Buckley: From Hallelujah to the Last Goodbye

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1994的三十周年快樂

解鎖成就

  • 斥巨資委托了兩首歌的Piano Transcription /scll-inc /niflheimr
  • 給Air換上256GB SSD和繼續使用macOS 10.11(⋯需要勇氣
  • 路過一個站叫「飛機燃料庫」
  • 參與了兩場演出,曲目包括布魯克納和肖斯塔科維奇
  • 線上soldout以後在Infree買到了一千零一張實體門票
  • 拿了\晴天殺必死/和CQ簽名
  • 拜訪了即將結業的拉吧
  • 給Owncast綁上了子域名(終於

每個月都要去一下的那個(指現場)https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLR8m3GeroImvZfVjScBb7kwxqzCaM568P


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前面一直沒有明說具體是向什麼發動革命,但是Utena經歷完無處不在的「你要更像個女孩子」、「女孩子不適合拿劍」的非議質疑甚至是誘惑後,結局依然能夠喊出我要當王子(拯救姬宮)的一刻,Dios雕像隨話音落下而粉碎,原有的世界亦隨之崩塌;正式取代了記憶中被過度美化的「王子」(原本能夠借Dios的力量開掛也僅僅是因為之前還抱有信念) 這份強烈滿足感怕是近期都很難再別處找到

都被戳穿了還硬要說「小朋友不會理解這個房間的意義」,誘拐的時候倒沒見過你有把對方是未成年當一回事()還有說其他受害者是「自願的」真是看得人生理不適的典型實例。。(很還原的意思…)

黑薔薇篇神中神……佈局精致而且是最直觀感受到作者下好大一盤棋的時刻;通往崇高和淨化的樓梯是道阻且長,但墮落是失控向下墜的升降機只需要一個契機就能瞬間完成。小結那集更是將藝術性體現得淋漓盡致

一直重覆但是不斷往更裡面挖出深層意義的手法很有古典氣息

少革的這種偉大是拿著看似很簡單的東西但做到極致

雖然說人格和姬宮二合一的說法也講得通,但我更傾向最後「不說明下落但沒有消失」,其實是鼓勵屏幕前的觀眾去成為下一個Utena(重生)

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